Our deepest fear is not that

we are in adequate ,

our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyound measure

we ask ourselves, who am to be brillant,

gorgeous , talented and fabulous?

Actual, who are you not to be?

your playing small doesn't serve the world

we were born to make manifest the glory

of god that is within in us.

and as we let our own light shine we unconscionsly give other people

permission to do the same.

*sorry forget who said that!!!

saying goodbye to O levels in 5 more days:)

Hola,
okay i am not suppose to be blogging right now but i am just to -speechless for any emotion to say-haha(i think exhausted +bored+something with mood would described the way i am feeling right now)haha.still got 2 papers of science paper1 to go. i think i am freaking out of motivation to hit the books anymore...haha.at least all the uninteresting subjects are officially gone-bye bye-haha. any way happy birthday Ian and yi shan(both on Nov 4) haha...sorry Chinese o levels was on the next day so didn't managed to go out with you guys...haha
anyway on the 5 Nov went out with Andy, Ian-post birthday boy, Joseph ,Desmond-super hyper active guy to marina barrage and bugis to eat steamboat for like 2+ hours till 11:15...haha then we slowly wander the streets(like drunker) searching for mrt haha.relief to take the train towards outrum park but didn't managed to get the last train to serangoon.i almost freak out-the feeling of lost was actually quite fun.anyway thanks to Ian car service (his mummy)haha we managed to get back home-thanks IAN.Anyway if anyone out there have any words of motivation please tell me or sms ...haha this picture was taken by joesph -picture perfect!!!
ian,joseph, me ,desmond and andy

we are just trying the water...haha
using a very long straw....haha

me and andy a bit absurb

thats me haha i love to interupt andy while he is taking photo
I think its becoming my passion...haha

this is taken be me!!! -picture perfect right!! the bridge which link to no where

Be amazed of $90 worth of food

-food heaven-

lift photo shoot?

guys in black.

ME AND JOESPH!!!

ADIOS

I am slacking when its 23 days more to the o levels-HELP!

HOLA,
yea i guess that you are kinda surprise to see me type a post! every since a decided to 'officially stop trying to use the computer ...i have instead use computer so many times-sigh.okay i am now typing this particular post at 1.30 a.m (kinda v.late huh!).any recently i hadn't did much work than i expected to do... so sad -sigh...okay yesterday which was just 1hour and 30 minutes(plus and minus)i told my self that i serious need to complete 3 sets of e.maths papers (that would be like 6 sets since it include p1 and p2-v.impossible huh!)Yea and i totally didn't reach what i plan !i only did like one set!.okay either its the reading or its the lack of motivation!help !anyone !motivate me with any wise words of wisdom-no nag (that i can provide-haha).
anyway if any one has a comment to help me -please tell me in person!or write it in my blog -thx
oh yea i need to congratulate my cousin for getting married -may happiness be on your face forever!



Below are some of my cousin wedding photos!

me and my sis(1st time bridemaid!)
my cousin(like darien!,i meant the hair!!!)
the newly weds!

adios!!!

Adios term 3 ,HOLA term 4

Hola,
okay it would be about two hours later when term 4 says hola to me in my head -definitely not looking forward to it .My O levels will just be around the bend okay !(43 days more (sigh))i shall put in every single ounce of my effort to study , listern during tuition and classes in school.(no more staying back in school for usless stuff-back to super study mode till 12 Nov .that means no computer ,playing lame games with my pen ,day dreaming slacking and less reading book-oh yea no more discussion about girls with my friends .i made that promise to myself , becasuse i got pretty distracted during prelims 2 exams !thats really bad cant believe my self...hahas.okay leaving the past behind me and proceeding forward,i miss everything happening in school !-but that's for my future -sajc here i come -haha.I hope sajc will not drop their points again !i need to get first okay!
okay need serious focus on my languages and humanities(which was suppose to be the best subjects (sigh))and please maths and science don't upset me okay its mine only A1 s subjects that i need you badly haha.okay any way talking about today a less stress topic , i went for two tuition (so much for the less stress)hahas.first El then maths (both maths)okay now i am quite exhausted haha.i went to ajisan ramen(sorry if i spell wrongly)and eat crayfish ramen haha so happy!and thats about it .anyway i am trying my best to stop thinking of the girl i have a crush(major)on and moving on with life...best of luck to me okay and i wish all sec 4 and 5 out there who is taking theirs o levels all the best!!! and wish me luck too!haha okay it time for me to give my very best shot and i shall serious relax after 12 Nov .oh yea and wish my cousin the best of luck to because he is also taking his o levels9he is very very smart-i wish i could win him this time round !!!okay may mine hard work payoff !!!
okay to no one who reads mine blog, i dont think i will be entering any entries so don't bother looking and go and study or read books haha!!!till after 12 Nov see you later!
Now i am thinking of a study plan since i officially doesn't have one ...haha-i know what you must be thinking -trying to get good results yet without a study plan -that's me okay.i never really follow rules and definitely not time table(only school!)haha...i shall be what i use to be thinking like before i start work haha.shall i excel in my studies -you shall find out real soon .
i here bye say good bye to my blog till 12Nov
OFFICIALLY
ADIOS :D

Ouch my whole body hurts!!!

Hola,
wow ,today was completely bizarre i woke up at 10.00 on the dot (according to my watch which was suppose to be accurate i hope :) )haha .then i realise i am meeting jin hao ,Alex and a few others whom i do not know HAHA for swimming at 1000 hours .wow kinda early huh hahas .so i jump of my bed and flew into the shower!hahas love my toilet-yeapy!after that i reach hougang swimming complex at 10++ not really mentioning the time because i think alex and the others (sadly jin hao got tuition too bad)will be like wanting my head ...hahas .okay have a great time swimming hahas -i realise i have not forget how to swim which made me extremely happy hahas ...
okay after a bit of laps around the pool i tried swimming mine fastest -90+++++seconds really very slow.haha!but i still managed to win the others HAHA .yeapy.
okay after that very tired swim me gou lun (if you dont know him just go around the sec 4 people and find the tallest Chinese person-thats him for sure),wei li and ME went gym .but i forget to bring my shoes -sigh-but lucky thanks to my mum(the official taxi driver of the family -haha)she brought my shoes!!!.gym wasnt bad at the start ,it was ONLY very demoralising (very)everyone was like 10 times my size sign-anyway we did quite a bit till we saw Mr chia(the maths teacher who look like he was waiting for someone 24/7-haha-)and then we scramble off.now mine whole body hurts like crap -thanks to gou lun and wei li who encourage me to do more.haha
adios while i heal my back
opps forget to take picture hahas.
officially
adios

T'day

hola,
yeapy today is teachers day,
wishing Mr soh happy teachers day too .Thanks for your teaching
hahas
okay today rocks practically...
nice celebration in school anyway accept for a stupid lower secondary band who kept blasting music and don't know how to god damm sing that song...hahas
than our class have this little celebration with mr soh ...so sad i didnt get i piece of the cake hahas ...luck me actually i was on a cake diet after mine sister birthday! i ate like 1/2 of the ice-cream cake. freaking pig-yilong hahas .okay got a bit fatter but still not as fat as darien hahas -dont kill me darien i know you are pissed ...hahas
hey i visited my primary school -in the east but i stay in serangoon! and my school is at seimei!not sure if it is spell correctly-hahas
but the ultra sad thing is that i never get to visit my teacher ...i went there at 12.30 but it the school only open at 2.30 -by then i am with my sister and mum shopping...and eating -pasta cafe rocks!!!-so i hope to wish all teachers in changkat happy teachers day and dont forget me-yilong hahas
yeapy today bought like 4 shirts and one formal long long long pants hahas...
thanks mum...
one piece anime rocks
adios

Hola ,
its way of spanish of saying hello if you dont understand-haha
okay any way my lower right limbs hurt like hell literally hell...haha
dam training-sigh
i cant believe myself its hurts like crap yet i went joging ...haha
anyway i am not dead yet -thank god for that...haha phew.
anyway -reading rocks -i think so
adios

oh yea -this picture rocks huh!